你知道你变了吗？

以前我们做很费的东西，你总是会骂我们。

但你有想到你现在所做的，就是那些所谓很废的东西吗？

心灰了。

cny/results day!

Ms Wang Shu Kim called me at 8 something this morning and I thought it was my alarm ringing. First thought that came to my mind was, what day is today? I need to go to college? And yeah, I realised it was Chinese New Year after that and she asked me to go and check my results.

Accs was my worst subject and it came out to be the second highest in my score list. Nevermind, I dont wanna retrieve it. Highest was math which I really din't expect, and the other two was like, just ok.

My relatives keep asking me, what are your plans after A-levels? Actually I wanted to answer hotel management but I know they will think, you stupid, after A-levels you wanna study hotel management? HAH, who cares. If it wasn't A-levels, I wont be able to find out that I really can't sit down and study for hours. I'm the kind of person who needs to walk around and do hands-on stuff. And before signing up for A-levels, I wasn't really sure on what I wanna study. So if I chose a wrong path, my future will be gone. Actually until now I'm still worried. Should I choose HM or not? Does it really suit me? What if I cant manage it? Lots and lots of questions lingering around my mind but there's just no solution for it.

未来的家

最近在看一部旧韩剧，《浪漫满屋》。韩智恩的家是他爸爸一手设计的。一个建在海边的家。

突然，我幻想到我未来的家的样子。我也要一个在海边的屋子。因为在海边早上可以看日出，傍晚可以看日落，晚上可以看星星看月亮，也可以到沙滩漫步，晒月亮。屋子最好是向东方的，这样就可以每天看到日出了。然后屋子是白色的，屋顶要蓝色。客厅要有一排的落地窗户，对着海边。楼上最重要的要有一间房间做图书馆，但不是我自己用，是姐姐用的。

院子里有一个白色的秋千，然后也有一个木作的二人秋千。附近再放一个望远镜，可以看星星。外面还要有一个专门烧烤东西的，这样圣诞节就可以全家人庆祝。

暂时的想法就只有这些hehehe

真心假意

千万一定要记得，这个世界上不是每个人都会对你好，也没有人有义务要对你好。

所以会对你好的人都是真心对你的，千万一定要珍惜。

也记得要用真心对待他们！=)

Chem practical

Had my AS chem practical yesterday. Yes, FINAL paper. The experiment was very confusing, QA part. Broke down the first time right after handing in my paper. The last time I had mental break down was in Form2 during maths paper. That time was worse. People having exam halfway there I was already tearing. After I went to the library to get back my phone, second time break down. Cried like as if there was a ghost in the toilet. Okay, tried to calm down and on the way going home, I saw aunty Kim. Can't control myself and broke down for the third but last time. I din't mean to cry like a sakai but you know, is uncontrollable, especially when something like this happens. Hoping that Paper 1 and 2 will be easier so that it won't affect my total percentage! *pray pray pray*

Jogoya! ♥

Wheeeeeee went to Jogoya for buffet lunch! song ah! And it was buy 1 free 1! Damn worth I tell you!

Yes yes I know finals is starting on tuesday, but still need to eat wad hehehee.

Left my house at about 12.30pm, reach the place only at 2pm! Jam like Shit. The pancake was driving like crazy, so the person who fetched me there also followed him to drive like crazy. Almost had car sick. Luckily when we were on the way hoe we din't have to follow pancake. If not I will seriously vomit. Damn full.

The food there was awesome. All the sashimi, omg omg omg don't know how to describe. I took a baked potato and some sakai laughed at me until we went back. Got so funny meh!!!! One thing I like about the fried fish there, is that is the whole thing from head to tail is edible, including the bones! For people who like fish without bones, it will be a good choice. There's also a Hagen Daz stall inside. Woohoooo. Ate mango sorbet, belgium chocolate, vanilla, macadamia. =D

Now my leg is aching like siao, all thanks to someone. Walked around but couldn't find Starhill Gallery, and he was walking so damn fast when I was in wedges. Babi not gentleman at all!

Epic days

4/5 Sept 2011 (Sunday/Monday) Weather: Clear

Felt so sick after having dinner. Maybe because I overate. Planned to do some baking with Yun and Mei Jie the next day so we went out to get some ingredients. Before Yun reached my house, I puked for the first time and when we were paying at the cashier, I din't feel right and rushed to the washroom. Second time. This stupid thing continued for 6 times until 6am the next day. I thought that I finally can get a good night sleep, but when I woke up again at 9am, things got worst. Down with fever. Called my mother to bring me to the clinic and she finally came home at 11. Slept from 1 to 8 after coming back from the clinic. Feel so much better after that.

13 Sept 2011 (Tuesday) Weather: Sunny

Went to SS14 for bak kut teh. The one we usually go was closed, so we went to the one next to chicken rice shop. There was only 4 of us and we din't expect it to be such big portion and to finish the food, the genius Yew Jin came out with a "brilliant" idea: round-robin. He who came out with the idea got the biggest piece of meat. ROFL.

After going back to college, we decided to skip LAN since we were already damn late. When I reached the classroom, one of the classmate called and ask whether can I get the LAN video and presentation from house to college since everything is in my desktop and I dint save any copy into my pendrive. I panicked and the first thing that came to my mind was take the bus and walk back to college ASAP. But luckily Calvin was kind enough to send me home. We were busy looking for his friend to borrow the car, mana tau his friend din't have the handphone with him. I tried calling Shu Kim but in the end we found him in his class which was just few doors away. When we were about to leave my house, he couldn't turn on the Myvi's engine. Panicked!!! Luckily he managed to call a friend driving a Myvi and found out that all he needs to do is turn the key harder. After getting all the things ready, we went back to college to print out the presentation and guess what? I thought I've already save the files into the CD, but after I found out that I din't click the "burn" button and the worse thing is... I did not save any copy in my pendrive! So we had to go back to my house again to get the files copied into my pendrive. This caused me to go back home 2 times within 2 hours and we skipped 2 hours of classes.

14 Sept 2011 (Wednesday) Weather: Sunny

This morning I forgot to put my alarm clock on and I don't remember mother waking me up!! In the end I woke up at 8am, and classes starts at 8am. Got screwed like shit. Luckily first class was accounts and the lecturer is damn nice. But actually all my lecturers are damn nice, except for one who punishes us to buy her kinder bueno/rocky each time we are late.