XXXXXXXXX 今天有些人真的是气到我差点饭桌子。我是你呼之则来，挥之则去的东西吗？你XXXXXX的。

说真的，不要奢望着世上会有什么100%公平的待遇。这是绝对不会发生的事。绝对。

不习惯说再见

今天是我们上课的最后一天。5月30号考完试，就真的要离开这个地方了。我又哭了。太多太多回忆，真的很舍不得。小学毕业，哭到不成人形。中学，不予置评。现在，我只希望我可以带着笑容离开。我知道天下没有不散的宴席，但是我真的真的没有办法潇洒地离开。刚刚翻过毕业特刊我已经控制不到自己了。。。
我承认，我是一个很容易哭的人。即使看戏，看到感人的部分，我都会哭。是我太脆弱了吗？还是太喜欢转牛角尖了呢？
我不想毕业！

你知道你变了吗？

以前我们做很费的东西，你总是会骂我们。

但你有想到你现在所做的，就是那些所谓很废的东西吗？

心灰了。

cny/results day!

Ms Wang Shu Kim called me at 8 something this morning and I thought it was my alarm ringing. First thought that came to my mind was, what day is today? I need to go to college? And yeah, I realised it was Chinese New Year after that and she asked me to go and check my results.

Accs was my worst subject and it came out to be the second highest in my score list. Nevermind, I dont wanna retrieve it. Highest was math which I really din't expect, and the other two was like, just ok.

My relatives keep asking me, what are your plans after A-levels? Actually I wanted to answer hotel management but I know they will think, you stupid, after A-levels you wanna study hotel management? HAH, who cares. If it wasn't A-levels, I wont be able to find out that I really can't sit down and study for hours. I'm the kind of person who needs to walk around and do hands-on stuff. And before signing up for A-levels, I wasn't really sure on what I wanna study. So if I chose a wrong path, my future will be gone. Actually until now I'm still worried. Should I choose HM or not? Does it really suit me? What if I cant manage it? Lots and lots of questions lingering around my mind but there's just no solution for it.

未来的家

最近在看一部旧韩剧，《浪漫满屋》。韩智恩的家是他爸爸一手设计的。一个建在海边的家。

突然，我幻想到我未来的家的样子。我也要一个在海边的屋子。因为在海边早上可以看日出，傍晚可以看日落，晚上可以看星星看月亮，也可以到沙滩漫步，晒月亮。屋子最好是向东方的，这样就可以每天看到日出了。然后屋子是白色的，屋顶要蓝色。客厅要有一排的落地窗户，对着海边。楼上最重要的要有一间房间做图书馆，但不是我自己用，是姐姐用的。

院子里有一个白色的秋千，然后也有一个木作的二人秋千。附近再放一个望远镜，可以看星星。外面还要有一个专门烧烤东西的，这样圣诞节就可以全家人庆祝。

暂时的想法就只有这些hehehe

真心假意

千万一定要记得，这个世界上不是每个人都会对你好，也没有人有义务要对你好。

所以会对你好的人都是真心对你的，千万一定要珍惜。

也记得要用真心对待他们！=)